I'm updating....

Well Ms. London Michaela Shaw is 2.5 years old now. What can I say she is a whole handful and a half. It's the smallest things that make me appreciate her. I have no doubt that she was sent to me on purpose. Her father isn't much to speak on but he gave me the best of him. She's an angel. She was sent to me to save me from myself. I have been in situations where I would have fallen but the only thing that saved me was thinking about my daughter. She has saved my life she has made life have a reason and a meaning like no other. Her entrance into this world gave me exactly what I began to miss. My grandfathers passed away less than a year before London was born. That left me with only one grandparent.

I would love for my grandparents to have been around to meet her. She would have been even more spoiled rotten and I could just imagine my grandparents and my dad fighting for her to spend time with them. This year will mark ten years that my grandmother has been gone it's been on my mind all year long. On that actual day I probably won't be worth much. Just the thought has my eyes watering. I miss my grandparents so much. More than what I can express. They were my angels here on earth and I see that they were upstairs co-conspiring and they knew that my quality of life was taking a turn for the worst and I needed something to bring it back to normalicy. That is just what London has done. She's made me slow down some and realize that there is more to life than just running in these streets and having a good time. I've seen real pure happiness and that has been just in simple things like watching her sleep.

She's so much of my life and she saved it.